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OP: Send your razor to me. I won't keep it. I've got more than I can count. I'll tell you if it's sharp enough. I'll hone it. Then, if you want, I'll call you on skype and we'll have a real time...

You need to find a mentor who can see you shave and strop, and figure out what you're doing wrong. Post a video, use skype with a mentor, etc. You should get one on one instruction at this point.